WRAP ME IN YOUR MARROW STUFF ME IN YOUR BONES

changemyworld:

why is it that every night i have doubts about my photography

really why

what the fuck, self

i dont want to go through this again. but i will. i just keep thinking, when im in the moment, how am i going to capture this as well as this other person did? how the fuck did they get such a good photo when i have my shit down in terms of exposures and composition. i need to stop thinking of myself as better than anyone else. because truthfully, everyone else is better than me.

i feel like going away again. even from the internet. no doubt it would be good for me. is it bad that we’re all so addicted?

i just want to feel better about myself. i don’t know if it helps or hurts.

i want to talk with someone. im not having a good night.

it’s true dale.

i’m so excited for tomorrow. i can’t sleep. i’m going to turn the light back on and draw until i give out. i am in such a good mood. i want to kiss someone. physical contact is always on my mind when i’m happy.